(This article is copied and pasted here from my old blog on Google's blogger site that I took down and off the internet. This was wrote BEFORE having a Kundalini awakening/enlightenment in 2011). Source of chat room; http://peacepink.ning.com/
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back when i was in my 30s i was telling my dad about my nightmare and his reply was "well, this will just have to be your cross to bare." and now that i am getting a grip on what is going on it makes me angry they know and let me go through the monstrosities i have been through.
my civil rights have been shot to hell.
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sorry, didn't mean to cuss
hi
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do you know if your parents are freemasons?
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i know this practice has been going on for years
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i don't think so
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maybe they are or are involved with them and you dont know it yet
you need to "dig around in your family history, secrets and things they may have been involved in"
in your case, my guess is its either illuminati or occult, maybe both
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i know they know what is happening. why wouldn't they tell me. it is unreal the things that have happened to me. this is all new to me but you are right, i have got to start somewhere and that seems a good place
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i just discovered the official name, gang stalking, as to what was going on with me and my family just 4 years ago
my dad was a target before me
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my mom, me and my 6 year old are the current targets
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why , why did they single you out ?
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iam still trying to figure this out CCCCCCC
but i have made a lot of head way
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they can target anyone
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this all has to do with the "ILLUMINATI"
they are the originators behind it all
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i am a nobody. they have nearly ruined my sanity. it wasn't until i started researching last night that i realized that all these weird things really do happen and not just to me.
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my dad suffered from 1952 till his death in 2005
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the illuminati, scientology and the satanic occults, work with the goverments
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i am sorry PPPPPPP for your loss
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your dad too PPPPPPP?
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yes i grew up with it
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yep, myne too...iam still very sad to this day about having to watch him get targeted and harassed while i was growing up
me too, grew up with it..
your the ONLY one i have ever heard besides me that they had to watch their parent get targeted
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imagen how far fetched it souned then
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omg...yes...our poor dads
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I dont think the Illuminattie was involved with me. I was involved with mobsters
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but the mob and illuminati work together
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not always
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the mob works with the catholic church as well
they are ALL in bed together
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not this mob
they are the meth mob
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well iam sure not some factions of course
but we are talking the "Larger" majority of these organizations are in bed together
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i have letters to goverments churchs papers dating back to early 60s that he sent
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i have researched now for about 17 years on different matters trying to figure out what are family was up against but then ran across the term gang stalking on the net about 4 years ago
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i'm signing off. thanks for listening
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and said BINGO...i had a name for it
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ok take care
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CCCCCCCC...i can help out with some advice that i have learned next time you are on :)
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ive got stacks of paper work..tapes that he made
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wow PPPPPPP...our lives sound very parallel
same here...my dad has all these letters to government organizations ect
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ineresting reading
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was your dad or other family members in the military?
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hit it on the head yes
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there seems to be the connection of military and the illuminati
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yes
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navy?
navy and illuminati in my family
33rd degree masons
but i left the fold...or so they call it when you dont do as you are expected or told
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it started when he was in korea
army
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for Vietnam?
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no
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what year did it start?
0:50 AM
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my grandmother told me that my dads started around 1977
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1952
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wow, your dad was one of the first targets then
oh i meant 1967
not 77
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he was telling ppl about it as i was growing up no one would belive him
0:53 AM
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came back from korea sent to hospital ecg drugs
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my dad didnt tell anyone but us family members..we did believe him because we witnessed events going on but if your dad told others who were not in a position to witness events going on then back then they prob wouldnt have believed it :(
my dad had a severe nervous break down over it all :(
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even family did not belive him
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thats sad :(
did your dad
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thats what they do they break you
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say anything about any type of unusual event that happened over there in korea?
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then control you
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yes, i did witness that progression
in later years, he actually "became" a stalker himself!
and he even stalked me!
0:58 AM
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hold on min...bathroom...try not to leave cuz iam glad i found someone who grew up with this stuff going on...i always of course felt alone in it all cuz not too many people had this going on in their families lives back in the 70's ect
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he was at the battle of imjim river on his birthday 1952..woke up in japan hospital with someone saying dont worry you will be ok...then from then on it started
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you see you can be used in any way they want to.
1:04 AM
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ok, ill be back and forth cuz iam making some coffee
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ok
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so the originating source would be the military, with the illuminati being recruited secondary
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yes
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my dads, dad..my grandfather
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you heard of MKULTRA?
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worked with Dr. Goddard ..NASA scientist in Navy science research
oh yes, of course
many years of research into the MKULTRA matter
yes, i know that is what happened to my dad, most likely
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think its link to that
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yea, me too
how so very very sad
what they had done to our fathers brilliant minds
my dad made MENZA
created alternate energy inventions back in the 70's
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it was very frustating for him killed his life
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meant ...he made MENZA ...high IQ
yes and very frustrating iam sure to you as well..i know it was for me
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yes he knew his stuff
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hold on sec water boiling
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they could atack any part of his body they wanted...and did so
1:13 AM
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what really sucks to is that i have "never, ever" had a normal life because of all this...not in childhood and then as a target in my adulthood as well...it pisses me off that i never got one damn chance or even one year in my life to just live life like others do
1:19 AM
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its like being a damn target for 45 years straight for me
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tell me more
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there is a whole life time to tell but not enough time to tell it lol
oh...this might be interesting to you
when i was in kindergarden
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i know...they got you for life
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i remember my principle would shuffle "just me" into this little DARK office...it was dark in there
and there was this man in a suit sitting behind a desk
as soon as i seen him...i have no other memories at all what so ever
this went on about once a week
no memories but the initial walking into this office everytime
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hypnosis
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yes..thats what i was thinking
1:25 AM
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so about 4 years ago...i looked up my old school records to see i i had any type of counseling on a weekly regular basis
when i was told NO that i had NO record of ever seeing a counselor at school...thats when i knew
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yes they use it as well as airwaves IE radio tv
1:27 AM
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yes, so i have recently discovered all of this about a year ago when i joined this site...before i joined here i had no idea they used these type of techonologies
are you now a target PPPPPPP?
1:29 AM
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see my dad was saying this in the 60s must have sounded mad then
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for these people to keep on an individual year after year and never giving them at least one or two breaks shows you just how lowly and evil those sociopaths are
yes, iam sure..i know people thought my dad was ko ko..cuz of how he acted....he ended up doing crazy things after a while, after his nervous breakdown
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it sound like my dad speaking from the otherside what you are saying
1:31 AM
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when i was a kid i tryed to cover for him when we were out...i did not understand it then
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humm...well....thats the way i feel though..you got to be callous and basically non human to do such things to human beings
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they are
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which by the way
leads me to the topic of non humans lol
but we can save that for another time lol
1:35 AM
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i do joke around a lot but i know you are new here and prob dont know this..meaning i use the LOL deal a lot to lighten things up :)
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yes im into all sorts spirt work astral travel
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ok...good, then iam talking to someone who is in the know about matters such as quantum physics, meta physical ect :)
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yep
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me too..extensive readings into all spiritual matters as i believe that "a part" of all of this is in part spiritual in conjunction with the physical world
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yes
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iam pretty sure they use quantum physics to administer some of the woo woo events
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im not new on here by the way just not been on site for a while
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they have mastered it, well after the Philadelphia experiment
oh i see....good...glad to meet you
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yes time travel
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hold on paul...bathroom :)
exactly
they use worm holes, bending time ect
1:42 AM
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montauk project
1:45 AM
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right, the older generation MKULTRA, our generation montalk
or monarch butterflies
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yes got that in before me lol
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lucky u lol
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where are you
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all ive got to say to them is...sure, torture a person their whole life, then want to kill them off so they cant even live the remaining part of their lives? are you kidding?
Michigan
1:50 AM
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im across the pond in yorkshire uk
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i dont feel as though i have my state location to hide..after all with todays tech..anyone can find you if they want to...only reason i use egy on prolife is so that my ex husband or family dont accidently find me here if they do a search, rather keep my personal problems personal
oh the uk?
geez...they sure expanded their program eh?
prob did spread it out everywhere so that it cant be pinpointed to any particular nation
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no i meant, that they started spreading it out even waaaay back in our fathers time by that
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thats the plan im sure
1:55 AM
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i cant help but wonder...it nags me that there is "something" to our particular genetics that is involved in all of this too
that we are not just chosen randomly
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i think so too
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its just too big..to be "just experiments"
something along the lines of "Indigo" type children
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yes true
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my ex fiance got so mad once and i could tell he slipped up when he said this...but i just shrugged it off
1:59 AM
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he said that the problem was is that i was an alien lol....for real..but i wonder if there might be some basis to it such as our genetics were found to have a form of alien dna in us or something?
something unusual in our dna, is what i have a gut feeling about
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yes
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did you find this information in your dads notes or did you surmise or was told or?
2:02 AM
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feelings dreams and reserch
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i do know that both my father and mother, have recalled a few alien abductions besides all the harassments
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me too..extensive readings into all spiritual matters as i believe that "a part" of all of this is in part spiritual in conjunction with the physical world
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true...after a while..one does get a feeling about it all
meaning, after so many years, you cant help but notice that there is a supernatural component to it all besides the physical harassments
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you are on same wave length as me lol
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kool :)
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yes the dark side
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BINGO
dark it is
2:07 AM
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they have opened "gateways", where other worldly things come into our reality, vibrational speed
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portholes
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thanks a lot to the satanic occult
meaning, i feel that the satanic occult, the government, illuminati, catholic church ect are part of it all
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your feeling is right
2:10 AM
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ive got to lay down but i will still be watching the chat screen and checking out the blogs ect here until i fall asleep...its what i do every night..so if you feel like posting what ever..ill read it lol...got to get up with my daughter in 4 hours for the bus ..ugh...good night PPPPPP and everyone :)
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